Saturday, April 3, 2010

~ Back to Basic~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.. Honestly, it's nearly 11 times i try to key in my blog n finally i get in this hell..what a relief~ For 4 months,i'm deactivated from blogging bcoz of certain circumstances that cannot be help..

I'm presently in the last year of learning n really really bz in military training for 7 months without fail..My phone was ringing a moment ago..But i can't pick it up owing to certain circumstances..In the screen had written my ex " darling " name.. I wonder why she's still calling me even we were broken apart 2 years ago..I've no intention to this kind of matter happen but i can't help it..My heart are shutting down for a long time ago, n see relation in love is kinda BULLSHIT..sorry for someone who's still waiting me now..Wait up until the wound heal simply take a long long time..Find better guys, n leave me alone.I'm no longer exist as i am 2 years ago.

Feeling a bit " heavy " now wif overload homework n Projek Sarjana Muda..Final Examination is juz around my corner which is it's period less than a month.. I don't know how to downsize such a complicated pressure i had confront now and then.. Plus new assignment to do..to interview NC UPSI..i hate to go there..i don't wanna to go there..but i've to go..i've ask for my " never-seen" fren in UPSI but the feedback is negative..haha,maybe she's PERIOD..nevermind.don't want to talk about her..the Paper is completed n i've fax the interview paper directly to UPSI..hopefully the NC approve it..Prof. Dato' Dr Aminah, wait for my arrival..i won't take longer time for such this farking damn shit interview..

It's not over yet..my FB,..I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS BLOODY FUCK OFF "SHEMALE" want to become my Friend..hey..i'm not a gender discrimnator, but pliz back to ur own origin..ur OWN gender origin..i'm not gonna approve it..let me see..31 fren requests..27 are shemale..haha..fuck off u bitches!Find another person..

Maybe all of u think i'm mentally ill now..but i can't withstand now..i feel i wanna disgorge my uneasiness in this hell no matter what.. who cares?

I think.. n I Feel..I also hear..my mom's mumbling me quite an occasion ago..

" when u're in a trouble, remember Allah, pray n ask for help..Allah will always be in ur side"

erm..thinking of my mom rite now..what she's doing?may ALLAH bless her..Amen